The other day I reread The Trial by Franz Kafka and then read, for the first time, De Profundis by Oscar Wilde. The two works couldn't be more different. The Trial is a kind of metaphysical psychodrama, the tale of a man arrested for a crime that if he committed he has forgotten, and is concerned with his struggles against the massive, infinitely tiered judicial bureaucracy which has him in its vice-like grip, is inexorable in its presumption of his guilt, but which nevertheless has the capacity to find him innocent if it wants – although it seemingly never exercises this power with respect to any of the many defendants in its clutches. At the end of the book, when the protagonist, Joseph K, is at last executed, he still doesn't know what he has supposedly done wrong. De Profundis is the long letter Oscar Wilde wrote to his erstwhile lover 'Bosie' while imprisoned in Reading Gaol, to which he had be sent for 'gross indecency' – that is, for sexual acts with a man not amounting to sodomy. The version I read (the abridged version) describes his suffering in prison, his hope that having been purified in the crucible of jail he will be able to embark on a 'vita nova' both artistically and emotionally, and includes a long discussion of Jesus in which Wilde approaches the life and character of Christ as though Christ were an aesthetic figure, someone 'standing in symbolic relation to his culture and age' - a status he also confers upon himself. The version of De Profundis I read is the bowdlerized version, not the complete version that was first published in the 'sixties. This of course affects my understanding of Wilde. Although I am no Wilde expert, I hope this does not disqualify me from providing an unusual reading of Wilde's life, one that may run counter to the accepted narrative. In this post I intend to talk about The Trial and then about Wilde's court cases - although the two topics may seem quite different, perhaps the reader may be able to intuit subterranean connections between the two.
The Trial has been one my favorite books since I was a teenager, perhaps because it theme of unspecified guilt resonated with me. Kafka sets up the situation of the book in the first sentence: "Somebody must have made a false accusation against Joseph K. for he was arrested one morning without having done anything wrong." The court proceedings initiated against K. are peculiar – not only because K. is never informed of the charges laid against him but because he is never imprisoned. Rather he is allowed to continue living at his lodging house and to carry on performing his duties as a senior administrator in a large bank. As the book goes on, the reader realizes that the court proceedings are truly interminable, that the definitive court case will never occur. K is present when a fellow defendant, one who has been struggling against the system for five years, is told by his advocate that "his case has not begun yet, that the bell which signals the beginning of a case has not even been rung yet". The sentence seems eternally postponed. Given this, the reader may wonder if K.'s best course of action should be simply to ignore the fact that he has been accused and arrested, pretend that the trial is not occurring and carry on with his life as before. Unfortunately, K. is incapable of doing this. The unknown accusation hangs over his head like some obscure prophecy. As the book progresses, one observes a deterioration in both K.'s self-confidence and his ability to function at work and at home. Thoughts of his case occupy his mind more and more until he can think of nothing else. For K., all the world is a prison. When K. encounters the prison chaplain in the city cathedral towards the end of the book, the latter tells K. "You misunderstand the facts […] Judgement does not come suddenly; the proceedings gradually merge into the judgement." It is also the prison chaplain who delivers perhaps the most beautiful line in the book. "Why should I want anything of you? The court asks nothing of you. It receives you when you come and it releases you when you go."
The word Kafka-esque has entered the English language as term that connotes "having a nightmarishly complex, bizarre or illogical quality" (Miriam-Webster). The word is associated with bureaucracies and totalitarian states. Something that often goes unremarked about The Trial though, something usually unassociated with Kafka, is the amount of sex he hints at in the novel; it goes unremarked perhaps because the sex is always implied rather than explicit, always occurs off-camera. Early on, for instance, K. talks with his fellow lodger, Fraulein Burstner, in her room to apologize for some disorder created there as the result of his arrest that morning. He senses that his presence in her room could be viewed as improper, so K. tries to reassure Burstner in the most bizarre way possible.
- "… I'll agree to any of your suggestions on how to explain our presence here together, as long as its tolerably plausible, and I guarantee to persuade Frau Grubach to believe our explanation, not only ostensibly but actually and really to believe it. You don't have to consider me at all. If you want it spread around that I have assaulted you, that's what Grau Grubach will be told, and she'll believe it without losing her faith in me, she's so very attached to me.' Fraulein Burstner looked down at the floor in silence, a little dejected. 'Why shouldn't Frau Grubach believe I've assaulted you?' K. added. He was looking at her hair with its parting, her reddish hair bunched out at the bottom and firmly held..."
At the end of the scene, at the door of her room, K. succumbs to his desire for Fruanlein Burstner. K. "dashed forward, seized her , and kissed her on the mouth and then all over her face like a thirsty animal who scours with his tongue the surface of a spring he has found at last. Finally her kissed her on the neck, on her throat, and lingered there with his lips." Obviously the thought of sexually assaulting Burstner has been present in his mind during his earlier conversation with her but, although he has surrendered to his appetite, K. feels no shame about it. This is significant - K. has no sense that his advances towards women might be viewed as morally wrong. The relationship with Fraulein Burstner ends there and she does not reappear at any point later in novel, but K. does embark on relationships with other women, including a clandestine affair with his advocate's house-maid Leni (a relationship initiated by the woman this time). K.'s attitude towards sex is bifurcated, perhaps even hypocritical. He contemns the court, saying that it is "composed almost exclusively of lechers" but never considers how his own actions towards women might seem to others. Yet if he is guilty of anything, this is it. His crime is his sexual desire for women.
It is at this point that I would like to turn to Wilde because if, as The Trial implies, K. is guilty of the crime of sexually desiring women, Wilde was tried and convicted for allegedly having sex with men. I should note as I alway try to do, my sources. My understanding pf Wilde is based on the bowdlerized version of De Profundis that I read recently and the little I have gleaned about his life from his Wikipedia page. Of course, one should always take everything in Wikipedia with a grain of salt. It seems incontrovertible though that, in 1891, Wilde met a young man, Lord Alfred Douglas, and formed a close friendship with him. Alfred's father, the Marquess of Queensberry (the man who invented the modern rules of boxing and, it seems, something of a brute and a thug) disapproved of the relationship; at one time threatening Wilde in a restaurant saying "I do not say that you are it, but you look it, and pose at it, which is just as bad. And if I catch you and my son again in any public restaurant I will thrash you." The next year, 1895, the Marques left a card at Wilde's club, saying "For Oscar Wilde, posing somdomite" [sic]. Because this amounted to a charge of sodomy, Wilde made the fatal decision to sue the Marquess for Libel and Queensberry was arrested.
The way libel cases work is that the defendant has to prove his allegation true and that there is "public benefit" in making the accusation publicly. Queensberry hired an army of lawyers and private detectives to dig up dirt on Wilde, a team that produced evidence that Wilde had regularly fraternized with the London homosexual demi-monde, a society that included male prostitutes, transvestites and blackmailers. Many witnesses were coerced into testifying against Wilde: the situation was such that Wilde was forced to say, meekly, in court "I am the prosecutor in this case." A courtroom exchange between Wilde and the defense lawyer Carson is illuminating. Carson asked Wilde if he had ever kissed a particular servant boy. Wilde replied "Oh, dear no. He was a particularly plain boy – unfortunately ugly – I pitied him for it." Carson repeatedly pressed Wilde as to why the boy's looks were relevant. Wilde lost his composure for the first time, saying "You sting me and insult me and try to unnerve me; and at times one says things flippantly when one ought to speak more seriously."
One has to wonder, was Wilde perhaps not telling the truth? I think Wilde responded to the allegation by making a joke of it because the allegation itself was a joke. And anyway… why should the ability to recognize that someone of the same sex is good-looking or not constitute evidence of homosexuality? Objectively, many men are capable of noticing that Ryan Gosling, to take a random example, is a handsome man. If the capacity to observe that someone of the same sex is or is not good-looking, half the people in the world would have to identify themselves as homosexual. I have repeatedly throughout my life been complimented for my looks by men and, although it still makes me uncomfortable, it seems wrongheaded to assume that all these men are all in the closet.
As for the libel trial, the court found in favor of Queensberry, that Wilde was in truth 'posing as a sodomite' and later in 1895, Wilde was himself arrested, for 'gross indecency', and a second trial was held, this time with Wilde as the defendant. During the trial, Wilde was asked about "the love that dare not speak its name" - a phrase Wilde had coined in an essay about Shakespeare, and I think his reply worth discussing. I quote Wilde's answer in full.
- ""The love that dare not speak its name" in this century is such a great affection of an elder for a younger man as there was between David and Jonathan, such as Plato made the very basis of his philosophy. and such as you find in the sonnets of Michelangelo and Shakespeare. It is that deep spiritual affection that is as pure as it is perfect. It dictates and pervades great works of art, like those of Shakespeare and Michelangelo, and those two letters of mine, such as they are. It is in this century misunderstood, so much misunderstood that it may be described as "the love that dare not speak its name" and on that account of it I am placed where I am now. It is beautiful, it is fine, it is the noblest form of affection. There is nothing unnatural about it. It is intellectual, and it repeatedly exists between an older and a younger man, when the older man has intellect, and the younger man has all the joy, hope and glamour of life before him. That this should be so, the world does not understand. The world mocks at it, and sometimes puts one in the pillory for it."
In my essay on Star Wars, I said in passing that I believe that love and sex are two different things. The love that Wilde is describing in his testimony is a love completely uncompromised by sexual desire, an intellectual or spiritual love, agape or philia rather than eros. In the contemporary era, sexuality is often construed as being defined by one's choice of love- this is wrong. Sexuality is about sex, about physical desire, not love. And this is what Wilde, constrained by the taboos of his age and perhaps by the universal lack of the necessary vocabulary to describe such subjects, couldn't say. Parents love their children but don't want to fuck them, and soldiers in a war can love each other without wanting to screw each other. Wilde may have loved Douglas (among other men in his life) but it does not necessarily follow that he wanted to perform indecent acts with them.
In other words, I am arguing that Wilde may not actually have been gay, that he was innocent of the charge laid against him. I know that seems bizarre but the possibility is worth considering. Perhaps Wilde's crime was simply that he was an aesthete or dandy who was careless when picking friends. (When he was younger, Wilde had said "I find it harder and harder every day to live up to my blue china"). It seems possible that Wilde was the victim of mass hysteria and a witch hunt - such moments of collective insanity happen even today. In the parts of De Profundis that I read, Wilde pertinaciously maintains that the bulk of the accusations made against him were untrue. And if, in the parts of De Profundis that I haven't read, he does offer some qualified confession, I wonder if this confession might have been false. Apparently the two sections are written in two quite different styles.
When found guilty, Wilde was sentenced to two years in prison, the maximum allowable for this type of crime. Despite his hopes for a new life, he died penniless and broken in exile in France in 1900. Wilde suffered dreadfully in prison. These days Wilde is considered a hero of the Gay movement, as though he were an early campaigner for Gay rights, but this simply wasn't the case. He was (I think I should mention this) married with two children at the time his life fell apart. And he never came out as Gay – an impossibility at the time, at any rate, not only for legal reasons, but because the Victorians literally lacked the required concept.
When found guilty, Wilde was sentenced to two years in prison, the maximum allowable for this type of crime. Despite his hopes for a new life, he died penniless and broken in exile in France in 1900. Wilde suffered dreadfully in prison. These days Wilde is considered a hero of the Gay movement, as though he were an early campaigner for Gay rights, but this simply wasn't the case. He was (I think I should mention this) married with two children at the time his life fell apart. And he never came out as Gay – an impossibility at the time, at any rate, not only for legal reasons, but because the Victorians literally lacked the required concept.
Of course, I could be wrong about all this. Sometimes I am something controversial to get people thinking. Whatever the facts of the matter, when one looks at Wilde's trials from a modern perspective, one feels a great injustice was performed against him. I leave the last words to Kafka.
- 'But I am not guilty,' K. said. 'It's a mistake. How can a human being ever be guilty? We are all human beings here after all, each the same as each other.' 'That is right," said the priest, 'but everyone who is guilty always talks like that.'